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Tag Your Friends the People you Love!
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to tag.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 30 random things, tag 30 people (in the right hand corner of the app)
and then click publish.
If you do not have a notes tab on your profile page, you can create one by clicking on the “+” tab. It will let you choose notes and create a tab for you. It takes one tenth of a second. (Instruction by a friend)
This is my tag I owe! I hope this is a lot of fun for my friends and other to do!
I hope that I am doing this right, this is my first time. I am going to tag 30 of my friends and the friend that tag me. This is really cool, just never really thought about it and actually did it. I will do it if my friends ask me too. Thanks for asking me my dear friend.
- I am my God’s beloved and He is my beloved.
- I hear God’s voice as if you or I were talking, and we talk every day.
- I have a cat that I consider a creature and I call him my touch and agree creature and when I pray I don’t feel like I am alone. I named him King David in order to keep the prayers of King David in the bible alive after God’s own heart. He is my first pet and the only pet I have ever had, that is my own. I tried to get King David a friend and he got mad as hell and even hissed at me. As to say, no cat but me can live here. Ha ha! He is so mean and likes to bite my fingers and my toes. When I sleep I have to cover my toes or he will bite them. He has gotten better over the three years I had him.
- When I was baby my father would give me a teaspoon of alcohol to make me go to sleep at night.
- I was a virgin until I was nineteen years old.
- My first car was a stick-shift at the age of 18 that my parents bought for me after I got my first job.
- I fell in love with a boy named Irwin Chaplin my first love. He was my first date and he took me to my graduation dance. I had loved him for over a year before he knew it. I was get to the point that I had to tell him, but I didn’t want to come out and say it. So, I thought if I make a friend that I know that can’t keep a secret I could get them to tell him. So, I notice this girl that talked all the time and I sat with her at lunch and became her friend, it only took one lunch for her to tell him that I liked him. The next day, I notice that he started treating my different, then he ask me to go to the dance with him. I was the best night of my life. A secret a girl can carry in her heart forever. My parents were strict and did everything they could to break us up. (Not going to talk about it, it hurts too much.) Anyway, we got separated and the last time we saw each other, I said to him we can stay in touch and him being the person I thought he was, let me know that it would hurt him too much and he said, “this may very well be the last time we see or hear from each other. You are leaving and I am leaving! I said “what if we see each other again?” He said, “If we see each other it is met to be, if we don’t it is not met to be? I will still love you now matter if I ever see you again or not.” We cried holding each other that night, although we never made love, we love each other more than I can explain and I am leaving out most of the loving part, of how we grew with each other in the time we had and both of us knew it was coming to this point because of our parents. Well, I have never seen or heard from him again and I don’t even know if he is alive or dead. I love him today, as I have always loved him, and I will never stop loving him and no one can take my love of him away from me.
- I lived in Germany, Europe for 14 years of my life, before the Berlin Wall came down, and travel all over Germany on trips and with selected groups and as a Youth Activities Director when I got older.
- My baptism was a water walking experience.
- I play basketball on the varsity team in high school.
- While overseas I rode the bus 50 miles every day back and forth to school.
- I have never been arrested, and I don’t get high.
- When I was a Site Store Manager running three stores inside of Six flags mall and increase the sells 25% over last year. They put me in the newspaper and they did an interview and they ask this one question. They said, “If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?” I said, “I would probably give it all away to the poor and be broke tomorrow.”
- There is nothing about running a business I don’t know about or how to do it.
- I once won a dance contest.
- I use to volunteer to help children on the swim team for the Junior Olympics for the handicap when it first came out.
- I once saw a play about Jesus Christ overseas that the town only performed every 4 years and the whole town participated. It was totally one of the most amazing things I have ever seen.
- Went to nursing school to be a nurse and when we had to learn to take blood, I couldn’t stand the site of blood and quite school for that reason, even though I was “A” student.
- I love to go fishing with my father, for he always makes me laugh about how the big one got away and it was my fault.
- I use to be a gymnast and a fashion model.
- I use to be on the softball team, and be on the drama team and won first place.
- I once made $65,000.00 for a company after working for them only two weeks.
- I have won so many awards from the community and the jobs I have had in my lifetime I can’t count them.
- I once was driving across country on my way home and out ran the police driving over 100 miles an hour, until I lost them.
- I love talking to people without the TV, radio or anything that distracts me from the sound of that person’s voice.
- I love to cook for large groups of people and make everyone that comes to my home feel like a king and queen.
- I love to read, write and talk for without these things I cannot live or breathe.
- I love to get to know people and become close friends and I will be there friend for life and pray for them every day for the rest of my life.
- I love to swim, dance, sing, play chess and dominoes, take long walks, go to live plays, give great parties.
- I never say, “I will never…!” For I know I will keep my integrity, but if there was no more food, I may cook the cat! Also, when I make a promise I keep it with all of my heart.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
~~~ Don’t Pray for Me ~~~ (Warning Scary Truth thru the eyes of an Atheist.)
This is a very sad for me to say this, but I have been up all night and all day talking to God about this. I met this young man today that broke my heart. This young man’s spirit blew me away, with his sweet soul, and loving expressions of his heart and he talk about the pain of his soul. He taught me a great lesson and let me know “he didn’t need my help.” He told me that 12% of the American’s population is Atheist, and they don’t believe in God. When he said that, God stated talking to me and spoke to me about this young man’s heart. I thought about my own children and grandchildren and the lost, and I knew they would feel this way someday too. Then he said something that made my soul cry. He said, “I am an Atheist, and I don’t believe in God… Don’t pray for me!”I was already praying for him. I told him, “I pray for all humankind, no names.” Then a friend told him “if you don’t believe in God, why do you care if someone praying for you or not; someone out there is always praying for you.” I said, “God have mercy.”
I then said “if you don’t believe in God then you need to tell Jesus Christ not to pray for you either, because Jesus Christ prays for everyone.” Ripped a hole in my soul, that pain I saw. “God have mercy.”
We don’t know each other that well, but God knows him and me very well. He inspired me to write this and I told him so and gave him a few words of encouragement and he gave me encouragement to write this. But for some reason I think he believes the God he see in me. He opened up publicly and told me how he felt; and what I saw in his spirit I prayed that God would bring healing to the situation. One thing that I know it’s not wise to do when someone is hurting is antagonized them and add to their hurt and pain. If we don't change our whole world and make at least one church of real love, God will change this whole world Himself. The good news is there will at least be one church on earth that God calls, “Love.” I hope it not just one person. "God have mercy."
This young man, I see someday writing laws, being a judge or a lawyer helping others with his words of truth and wisdom because even though he is an Atheist, his suffering is great. And all Christian need to stopping treating their neighbor or Atheist like a second class citizen of God’s love, heart or soul and spirit; or God will treat you like second class citizen of love too. You see God judges the heart, but Jesus Christ see’s the truth and is the truth. “God have mercy.”
People that hurt our young and our children will pay, and God’s payback, I can’t even speak of. I know what it is like when you’ve try hard, and thought that you were protecting your child and failed. So, I dedicate this poem to this young man, for the lessons that he and his spirit taught me why some people are Atheist. “God have mercy.”
I am so sick and tired of Atheist attacking Christian and Christian attacking Atheist. I am sick and tired, of my God is better than your God and your God is better than my God. I am sick and tired of My God is real and your God is an imposter. I have written about this already. And believe me it is the Atheist God is looking for. I mean, do you even know God? “God have mercy.”
Jesus Christ said “you don’t know me!” I hope He was talking about this whole world and the next world too. This would mean He would have to come back for the lost and the ones that didn’t believe that are lost too, if they never heard the truth. “God have mercy.”
You know, I don’t understand how hundreds of Christian, can look at my sight every day, and not say a word about God or anything, to me this mean it is the truth. We all will have to answer for the ones that do not believe in God of our own nations, our world, and our own Kingdom Come someday. “God have mercy.”
We all will be judge to see if we did or didn’t do what Jesus Christ told us to do and that is go into all of the world and preach the gospels, the good news. He never said go into all the world, and preach confess with your mouth you know Jesus Christ and be saved. The gospel is the good news to that spreads all the truth of the word of God and the love of God to every creature. That’s the good news! “God have mercy.”
No more will the world suffer the doom and gloom the end is coming, but not for a mistake that one person made, nor will the whole world suffer no more for the mistakes our seed makes. Now, it is like it was in the beginning when if one dies, we all die, if one lives, we all live, if one loves, we all love, etc… for this is the true prayer that God hears. That is why God Almighty is “TRUE!” It will be very sad if we all get to the next world and there was never one word of real truth spoken, and only one breath that every prayed a true prayer out of every generation. “God have mercy.”
Don’t make one mistake with God’s true word, and put the kingdom, the nation and the whole world in hell. You know, those other nine planets you keep trying to find, they are lost worlds and were once just like earth too. Why? Because they failed to preach the gospel, you will never find them, they are all on that very long road of death and only Jesus Christ can save them. Your neighbor believes what they see, and if you are of God you should believe what God sees. “God have mercy.”
New laws need to written about declamation of charter for the rich and the poor, for the young and the old; for the sick and the hungry; for the widow and the orphans and the homeless; for what wrong did, to protect what is right…simple as that. For the innocent blood of Able still cries out to God from the ground. Until this happens the whole world will be charged with doing nothing for the lost. My worst nightmare is this whole world of this generation is being charged with the innocent blood of God’s truth, from this generation and the lost generations. I would hate for any creature to pay for the loss of the wilderness blood, of that generation, “God have mercy!”
All of our laws need to be reform for mental and physical abuse, rape, murder, child molestation, stealing, lying, cheating, fighting, robbing, whoring and domestic disputes and should be handled with the consequences of the law, and that is what this new generation will do. We change laws for the betterment of oneself and our neighbors. Think I’m a lair; then you tempt God; you first! “God have mercy.”
I know it is coming, and if we ignore it or not…it is still coming. It is not that hard to do, when you do the right thing…it is only hard when you don’t have the guts to do it, or you’re afraid you will lose a friend. What kind person is a real man or woman that won’t do the right thing, because they are afraid they will lose their friends? Who does that a wimp…a coward…a whore…dead man’s bones? I mean really, who does that? You, that do this, you don’t know real love, truth, Jesus Christ or God! “God have mercy.”
Atheistisan is a secret word amongst humankind and I hate the word. I hate that they call nonbelievers Atheist and it is a very long lost word from long ago. The word means: “part ape and part beast” but no one talks about it; and probably lied about it too. Just like when they lied on God’s lost people and made other used the ones that believe that black folks grew long tails at midnight and sang, “monkey hear, monkey see, and monkey do,” to God’s people. People got upset and instead of saying that they sang, “money do no evil, money hear no evil, monkey see no evil,” too God’s people. The curse of the holier than thou and the thirteenth gate! This is why revenge, belong to your Lord and your God. “God have mercy.”
Yes, something big did happened, every world was lost to a cruse by death, but he was on the earth when he cursed the other worlds, this is the only reason the earth is still here. This cruse murdered all of God’s people starting with black flocks is the name God called them. This is the price the lost worlds paid after they were murder by a one creature called death. This is what happened to the lost worlds before this generation and what they did to God. This poem is not to attack anyone’s belief, religion, faith, fate or love and it is not how I feel, it is how the truth feels inside of me; and holds one in contempt of prayer. “God have mercy.”
This may very well, be the hardest piece I ever wrote; maybe not for this world but for the next generation. For either this generation is guilty of the death and the blood of every prophet and prophetess of God or the next generation is guilty or the lost generation is guilty. One world, or the other, will pay the price of innocent blood; this is Kingdom Come against the Kingdom Lost is the grand finality of the war of heaven. And still I have problems that only God can help me with. “God have mercy.”
For those that have eyes let them see, and for those that have ears let them ear and do something about it instead of, have no glory and do nothing. If you are suffering every day, don't you think you neighbor is suffering every day and if your neighbor is suffering every day, don’t you think the whole world is suffering every day. You being a part of the world, what did you do about it? And you ask why do bad things happen to good people? “God have mercy.”
If you know Jesus Christ then you now he said “love God with all your mind, body, heart, and soul and all your strength and He said love your neighbor like yourself.” This is what happens when you don't do what God says do. So, who do people say that I am? I am just a woman of God, and I can’t find a church I want to go to either. “God have mercy.” Amen.
~~~ Don’t Pray for Me ~~~ (Warning Scary Truth thru the eyes of an Atheist.)
Wearing your God on your shoulder
Acting like you are better than me
You can’t even feel the pain I see
or my the pain of my family…
You think your blood…is redder than mine
Your church steps…
Have the homeless sitting on them
and you want to save me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
My pain is too great
and you don’t understand
What I am going thru,
You didn’t want to help me,
your reason was…
Cause I don’t believe…
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
When I was hungry you said
“We would love to help,
but we only help those living in our zip code,
or if you are a member of our church,
but, if you need prayer,
we will be happy to pray with you!”
I thought this was in a church…
When I was hungry your church
Won’t even feed me
or give me anything…
you can’t help me…
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
Your church banking accounts
are thicker than the American's budget
and you only gave a tenth to the poor
What did you do with the money…you owe God?
Buying and selling stocks and bonds
You do need something for a rainy day…
Buying gold and oil?
Getting rich off the US Treasury
Making the world your whore
Cause you want bigger church
Not God’s will or dream…
No, that is not it...
You want to be seen...and you said,
“God would have given,
it all to me…”
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
If you are God’s people
One nation__________???
One world _________ ???
One Kingdom_______???
You fill in the blank...
and you didn’t see me
That ani’t love…and you ani’t of God,
aren’t you the reason,
That God has something against me?
You can’t help me...
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
You just spilled my blood…kissing a war plan
You should have crucified me...
You should’ve gotten rid of me…
You should if falsely accused me...
You should have killed me…
You should of locked me up…
You should of never even had me…
and you want to help me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
Your prayers cut me
Your holier than thou cruse murdered me
Your self-righteousness and your judgmental redemption
Condemned me…
You said, God will save me?
and you are a part of Him?
Save me from…what?
From your love that hurts me..
Why would you prayed for me…?
An atheist…we don’t believe in God.
I don’t need your help!
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
My pain never dies…
My hurt that never dies…
You stole my life from me…
My blood that always cries…
These lies! These same old lies…
Help? You what to help me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
With no love in your soul
What want to pray anyway?
“Lord bless?...hear is a piece of paper…” You said,
I was living on the streets…right next to the church
I remember that one time I asked the church for help
oh, and there that time I heard them singing
Sure, they handed out food,
and collect cans of food and toys the children
on Xmas and Thanksgiving Day…
but they didn’t help me…
with, what, where, when or how?
They were feeling nothing in your heart
They don’t pray it’s an act…
They didn’t give me that tenth…
I know when someone is telling the truth!
The homeless are still on the street and the lost too!
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
You don’t love me…
Don’t pray with that serpent tongue of lies
I can’t take it any more…
These lies! All these lies…
When you say those empty words
Like a crack dealer, pimping my heart
Just wanting to control me…
That pain never goes away
and you want to pray for me?
Don’t play with me…
Your fake words say….I know
I understand…hundred percent…
Don’t pray that God’s doctrine degree you got
That mortgage of God is still being unpaid
and you want to help me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray from me.
Were your prayers under your skin?
Less than a breathe of the wind,
Colder than ice melting a bears den…
If you really knew me,
would I even like you?
could you even forgive me?
Do you love me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray from me.
You are the devil’s lies…
You didn’t even hold me…
You hurt me…you don’t love me…
You should of nailed me to the cross...
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
I didn’t ask you for anything!
I didn’t ask for this pain!
I just wanted to commit suicide!
I said “wanted to”
I didn’t say I would do it!
I didn’t ask you for your help!
I don’t need your help!
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
You can’t hear a word I’m saying
I wish there was someone that could understand
Cause you can’t feel a thing
If you can’t even listen to your own prayers
You words don’t impress me
Babbling and like the “Whore of Babylon”
You don’t mean a thing…
Your high fluent prayers
Don’t stand a chance with me
You can’t help me…
I'm a atheist...
If I don’t believe!
©2011 DiLinda A. Hill "God have mercy!"
~~~ DO YOU LIKE ME? ~~~
Do you like me?
I don’t hate you, or the things you do.
What do you like about me?
I don’t talk about you behind your back, if I have something to say, I’ll say it to your face.
Do you like my friendship?
You are to kind and you have always been a friend, and we never have arguments.
Do you like what I say?
You are down to earth and so real, and you are always positive and never have a bad thing to say.
Do you like that I am by your side?
You always have words of wisdom and you never cruse or say a bad word about anybody.
Do you think I am a good friend?
We’ve been friends a long time. You have been by my side and help take care of my kids and you seem so helpful.
Do you like me or love me?
I like the way you never change your mind or lie for anyone and you always seem to care.
Do you like me more than pizza or football?
I like the way you always pick me up when I am down and been by my side.
So you like that I care and you still don’t know if you love me.
I like you, really I do, and I like you a lot.
If you like me why is it so hard for you to express it?
I like you as a friend, I am close to you, and I don’t resent you, or want to hurt you.
So you think I’m ok?
Sure, you are my best friend and I care about you a lot!
Copyright © 2011, DiLinda A. Adams-Hill
Saturday, May 21, 2011
~~~ WOE IS ME ~~~
~~~ Woe Is Me ~~~
Woe is me, I didn’t do nothing wrong,
Maybe you lied, stole and borrowed!
Woe is me, what did I do?
Maybe you cheat, and manipulated the truth! Why don’t you get a life!
Woe is me why do they just hate me for no reason?
Maybe you hate them just as much!
Woe is me did they talk to you about me?
Why do you ask, if you haven’t did nothing!
Woe is me why does my family hate me, I didn’t do nothing?
Maybe you cursed your mother and your father!
Woe is me why are they are always laughing at me?
Maybe because you are paranoid and you made somethings up!
Woe is me I’m a good person.
Really, what is good about ya?
Woe is me why don’t they call me?
Maybe because all you are going to say is woe is me!
Woe is me, can I borrow some money, I promise I’ll pay you back?
No, I can’t afford it!
Woe is me can you watch my kids?
Nope, got to go to work!
Woe is me can I borrow some money to pay my light bill.
Nope, I need to pay no own light bill!
Woe is me I need to get my hair and nails done.
I thought you just said you needed money for your light bill!
Woe is me my children hate me!
Maybe cause you only care about yourself!
Woe is me why did my husband cheat on me.
Cause you care more about yourself than you do him.
Woe is me she thinks she is better than everybody else.
Maybe you are just jealous because she has got it going on!
Woe is me why didn’t I get that promotion
Maybe you are drama, drama, drama and no one wants to deal with you.
Woe is me I’m doing worse off than you are.
Maybe you would do better if you made sacrifices like everyone else!
Woe is me I hate him.
Maybe you hate him cause he knows the real you!
Woe is me what did I do?
You complain all the time about your woe is me!
Woe is me you think your word is gold.
Maybe cause you never said anything about what you think.
Woe is me you are not better than me.
Why are you worried about who is better when I want you to be better than me.
Woe is me no one loves me.
Maybe you don’t love anyone else.
Woe is me everyone mistreats me.
Really what did they do, or are you just making something up?
Woe is me so think she is so pretty.
You are jealous because your heart is ugly.
Woe is me she thinks she looks so good.
Why do you worry about how she looks and lie about what she thinks?
Woe is me I don’t have any friends.
It takes a friend to be a friend and you are not a friends.
Woe is me can I borrow some money to pay my rent?
Nope, I have got to pay my own rent.
Woe is me they always lie about me.
Really what did they say or are you lying about them?
Woe is me I look good in front of others.
No, you put others down to make yourself look good! I wish you would grow up and be a real woman about yourself! Because I hate your lies you tell about your woe is me!
Copyright ©2011, DiLinda A. Adams Hill
~~~ ONE SOUL OF LOVE ~~~
~~~ One Soul of Love ~~~
Warmth divided the fire in my soul
Melting my sentiment into my thoughts of you
Eluding my passion to confuses my true feelings
I didn’t want my heart to think about you
That wilderness feeling I felt deep inside and alone
Left me shaken from the love you let me taste
Wanting your loving taste I could not forget
Captured my mind and buried in my soul
Forever wanting the need for you touch
Not willing to live without what I want
Too scared to demand love to come any nearer
Falling in love off the highest mountain
Too afraid to say what my heart will drop
You may understand how I feel
And there would be nothing left to be said.
These craving tearing me up inside out
As I hide how I really feel away from the world
You may not feel the same way
That would hurt even more
Than the words you refuse to say
Beckoning this enticing desire
To be quite and not say a word
Luring my passion to be nail at the stake
Holding my hands; not to grab yours
Feeding you my love just to ardor
Devoting my eagerness to a gentle glance
My passion so locked up they are about to give way
Holding back the joys of the feelings I want
Desires carved my mind, kissing my thoughts
I will never tell you the truth,
Without a piece of your heart
When we met it was like I wasn’t even in the room
You never noticed me or even seen my heart bloom
For hours we talk about the love you need
Not once did you think I was your happiness that pleased.
The greener grass side grows high and so very tall
Over the rainbows and underneath the blue waterfalls
Time walked by your blinded sight eyes
Creasing your morning with my delight attire
Days got shorter; the nights got longer
Whispers fade into a thought
Hopeless in love without a doubt
Yearning to want you, just once to touch
Wanting to feel you, a part of, I must
Tenderness creeps from the sound of my voice
For it is getting harder to speak
Choked on my love, in my heart so deep
Fragile is my soul, cracking so long overdue
Aching in this tremble, I can’t fix.
Wanting only the true essence, of love so fresh
The core of my heart blistering from want
My affections attached to this roller-coaster ride
Their meaning a mirage recorded in my heart
Without food or water, about to die of thirst
You are so attractive; I am never without you
Your beauty melts my soul; opens my heart
Without you, at night, all alone in the dark
The tears slip away, into that misted-eyed hope
My gripped pillow covering its face
Love can only speak of the truth that stays.
Days, months and years pass by without a doubt
Without large or small fortunes of love their about
Fall’s floating emptiness left me without you
Winter’s cold chilled the pain in my heart
Spring’s sprouted weeds choking my love still
Summer’s heat, drilled my same lost wills
Long last love, long last again, and again
My love wants to be filled.
Copyright © 2011, DiLinda A. Adams-Hill
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