
This is a very sad for me to say this, but I have been up all night and all day talking to God about this. I met this young man today that broke my heart. This young man’s spirit blew me away, with his sweet soul, and loving expressions of his heart and he talk about the pain of his soul. He taught me a great lesson and let me know “he didn’t need my help.” He told me that 12% of the American’s population is Atheist, and they don’t believe in God. When he said that, God stated talking to me and spoke to me about this young man’s heart. I thought about my own children and grandchildren and the lost, and I knew they would feel this way someday too. Then he said something that made my soul cry. He said, “I am an Atheist, and I don’t believe in God… Don’t pray for me!”
I was already praying for him. I told him, “I pray for all humankind, no names.” Then a friend told him “if you don’t believe in God, why do you care if someone praying for you or not; someone out there is always praying for you.” I said, “God have mercy.”
I then said “if you don’t believe in God then you need to tell Jesus Christ not to pray for you either, because Jesus Christ prays for everyone.” Ripped a hole in my soul, that pain I saw. “God have mercy.”
We don’t know each other that well, but God knows him and me very well. He inspired me to write this and I told him so and gave him a few words of encouragement and he gave me encouragement to write this. But for some reason I think he believes the God he see in me. He opened up publicly and told me how he felt; and what I saw in his spirit I prayed that God would bring healing to the situation. One thing that I know it’s not wise to do when someone is hurting is antagonized them and add to their hurt and pain. If we don't change our whole world and make at least one church of real love, God will change this whole world Himself. The good news is there will at least be one church on earth that God calls, “Love.” I hope it not just one person. "God have mercy."
This young man, I see someday writing laws, being a judge or a lawyer helping others with his words of truth and wisdom because even though he is an Atheist, his suffering is great. And all Christian need to stopping treating their neighbor or Atheist like a second class citizen of God’s love, heart or soul and spirit; or God will treat you like second class citizen of love too. You see God judges the heart, but Jesus Christ see’s the truth and is the truth. “God have mercy.”
People that hurt our young and our children will pay, and God’s payback, I can’t even speak of. I know what it is like when you’ve try hard, and thought that you were protecting your child and failed. So, I dedicate this poem to this young man, for the lessons that he and his spirit taught me why some people are Atheist. “God have mercy.”
I am so sick and tired of Atheist attacking Christian and Christian attacking Atheist. I am sick and tired, of my God is better than your God and your God is better than my God. I am sick and tired of My God is real and your God is an imposter. I have written about this already. And believe me it is the Atheist God is looking for. I mean, do you even know God? “God have mercy.”
Jesus Christ said “you don’t know me!” I hope He was talking about this whole world and the next world too. This would mean He would have to come back for the lost and the ones that didn’t believe that are lost too, if they never heard the truth. “God have mercy.”
You know, I don’t understand how hundreds of Christian, can look at my sight every day, and not say a word about God or anything, to me this mean it is the truth. We all will have to answer for the ones that do not believe in God of our own nations, our world, and our own Kingdom Come someday. “God have mercy.”
We all will be judge to see if we did or didn’t do what Jesus Christ told us to do and that is go into all of the world and preach the gospels, the good news. He never said go into all the world, and preach confess with your mouth you know Jesus Christ and be saved. The gospel is the good news to that spreads all the truth of the word of God and the love of God to every creature. That’s the good news! “God have mercy.”
No more will the world suffer the doom and gloom the end is coming, but not for a mistake that one person made, nor will the whole world suffer no more for the mistakes our seed makes. Now, it is like it was in the beginning when if one dies, we all die, if one lives, we all live, if one loves, we all love, etc… for this is the true prayer that God hears. That is why God Almighty is “TRUE!” It will be very sad if we all get to the next world and there was never one word of real truth spoken, and only one breath that every prayed a true prayer out of every generation. “God have mercy.”
Don’t make one mistake with God’s true word, and put the kingdom, the nation and the whole world in hell. You know, those other nine planets you keep trying to find, they are lost worlds and were once just like earth too. Why? Because they failed to preach the gospel, you will never find them, they are all on that very long road of death and only Jesus Christ can save them. Your neighbor believes what they see, and if you are of God you should believe what God sees. “God have mercy.”
New laws need to written about declamation of charter for the rich and the poor, for the young and the old; for the sick and the hungry; for the widow and the orphans and the homeless; for what wrong did, to protect what is right…simple as that. For the innocent blood of Able still cries out to God from the ground. Until this happens the whole world will be charged with doing nothing for the lost. My worst nightmare is this whole world of this generation is being charged with the innocent blood of God’s truth, from this generation and the lost generations. I would hate for any creature to pay for the loss of the wilderness blood, of that generation, “God have mercy!”
All of our laws need to be reform for mental and physical abuse, rape, murder, child molestation, stealing, lying, cheating, fighting, robbing, whoring and domestic disputes and should be handled with the consequences of the law, and that is what this new generation will do. We change laws for the betterment of oneself and our neighbors. Think I’m a lair; then you tempt God; you first! “God have mercy.”
I know it is coming, and if we ignore it or not…it is still coming. It is not that hard to do, when you do the right thing…it is only hard when you don’t have the guts to do it, or you’re afraid you will lose a friend. What kind person is a real man or woman that won’t do the right thing, because they are afraid they will lose their friends? Who does that a wimp…a coward…a whore…dead man’s bones? I mean really, who does that? You, that do this, you don’t know real love, truth, Jesus Christ or God! “God have mercy.”
Atheistisan is a secret word amongst humankind and I hate the word. I hate that they call nonbelievers Atheist and it is a very long lost word from long ago. The word means: “part ape and part beast” but no one talks about it; and probably lied about it too. Just like when they lied on God’s lost people and made other used the ones that believe that black folks grew long tails at midnight and sang, “monkey hear, monkey see, and monkey do,” to God’s people. People got upset and instead of saying that they sang, “money do no evil, money hear no evil, monkey see no evil,” too God’s people. The curse of the holier than thou and the thirteenth gate! This is why revenge, belong to your Lord and your God. “God have mercy.”
Yes, something big did happened, every world was lost to a cruse by death, but he was on the earth when he cursed the other worlds, this is the only reason the earth is still here. This cruse murdered all of God’s people starting with black flocks is the name God called them. This is the price the lost worlds paid after they were murder by a one creature called death. This is what happened to the lost worlds before this generation and what they did to God. This poem is not to attack anyone’s belief, religion, faith, fate or love and it is not how I feel, it is how the truth feels inside of me; and holds one in contempt of prayer. “God have mercy.”
This may very well, be the hardest piece I ever wrote; maybe not for this world but for the next generation. For either this generation is guilty of the death and the blood of every prophet and prophetess of God or the next generation is guilty or the lost generation is guilty. One world, or the other, will pay the price of innocent blood; this is Kingdom Come against the Kingdom Lost is the grand finality of the war of heaven. And still I have problems that only God can help me with. “God have mercy.”
For those that have eyes let them see, and for those that have ears let them ear and do something about it instead of, have no glory and do nothing. If you are suffering every day, don't you think you neighbor is suffering every day and if your neighbor is suffering every day, don’t you think the whole world is suffering every day. You being a part of the world, what did you do about it? And you ask why do bad things happen to good people? “God have mercy.”
If you know Jesus Christ then you now he said “love God with all your mind, body, heart, and soul and all your strength and He said love your neighbor like yourself.” This is what happens when you don't do what God says do. So, who do people say that I am? I am just a woman of God, and I can’t find a church I want to go to either. “God have mercy.” Amen.
~~~ Don’t Pray for Me ~~~ (Warning Scary Truth thru the eyes of an Atheist.)
Wearing your God on your shoulder
Acting like you are better than me
You can’t even feel the pain I see
or my the pain of my family…
You think your blood…is redder than mine
Your church steps…
Have the homeless sitting on them
and you want to save me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
My pain is too great
and you don’t understand
What I am going thru,
You didn’t want to help me,
your reason was…
Cause I don’t believe…
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
When I was hungry you said
“We would love to help,
but we only help those living in our zip code,
or if you are a member of our church,
but, if you need prayer,
we will be happy to pray with you!”
I thought this was in a church…
When I was hungry your church
Won’t even feed me
or give me anything…
you can’t help me…
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
Your church banking accounts
are thicker than the American's budget
and you only gave a tenth to the poor
What did you do with the money…you owe God?
Buying and selling stocks and bonds
You do need something for a rainy day…
Buying gold and oil?
Getting rich off the US Treasury
Making the world your whore
Cause you want bigger church
Not God’s will or dream…
No, that is not it...
You want to be seen...and you said,
“God would have given,
it all to me…”
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
If you are God’s people
One nation__________???
One world _________ ???
One Kingdom_______???
You fill in the blank...
and you didn’t see me
That ani’t love…and you ani’t of God,
aren’t you the reason,
That God has something against me?
You can’t help me...
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
You just spilled my blood…kissing a war plan
You should have crucified me...
You should’ve gotten rid of me…
You should if falsely accused me...
You should have killed me…
You should of locked me up…
You should of never even had me…
and you want to help me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
Your prayers cut me
Your holier than thou cruse murdered me
Your self-righteousness and your judgmental redemption
Condemned me…
You said, God will save me?
and you are a part of Him?
Save me from…what?
From your love that hurts me..
Why would you prayed for me…?
An atheist…we don’t believe in God.
I don’t need your help!
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
My pain never dies…
My hurt that never dies…
You stole my life from me…
My blood that always cries…
These lies! These same old lies…
Help? You what to help me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
With no love in your soul
What want to pray anyway?
“Lord bless?...hear is a piece of paper…” You said,
I was living on the streets…right next to the church
I remember that one time I asked the church for help
oh, and there that time I heard them singing
Sure, they handed out food,
and collect cans of food and toys the children
on Xmas and Thanksgiving Day…
but they didn’t help me…
with, what, where, when or how?
They were feeling nothing in your heart
They don’t pray it’s an act…
They didn’t give me that tenth…
I know when someone is telling the truth!
The homeless are still on the street and the lost too!
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
You don’t love me…
Don’t pray with that serpent tongue of lies
I can’t take it any more…
These lies! All these lies…
When you say those empty words
Like a crack dealer, pimping my heart
Just wanting to control me…
That pain never goes away
and you want to pray for me?
Don’t play with me…
Your fake words say….I know
I understand…hundred percent…
Don’t pray that God’s doctrine degree you got
That mortgage of God is still being unpaid
and you want to help me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray from me.
Were your prayers under your skin?
Less than a breathe of the wind,
Colder than ice melting a bears den…
If you really knew me,
would I even like you?
could you even forgive me?
Do you love me?
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray from me.
You are the devil’s lies…
You didn’t even hold me…
You hurt me…you don’t love me…
You should of nailed me to the cross...
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
I didn’t ask you for anything!
I didn’t ask for this pain!
I just wanted to commit suicide!
I said “wanted to”
I didn’t say I would do it!
I didn’t ask you for your help!
I don’t need your help!
Right! Where is your God?
Don’t pray for me.
You can’t hear a word I’m saying
I wish there was someone that could understand
Cause you can’t feel a thing
If you can’t even listen to your own prayers
You words don’t impress me
Babbling and like the “Whore of Babylon”
You don’t mean a thing…
Your high fluent prayers
Don’t stand a chance with me
You can’t help me…
I'm a atheist...
If I don’t believe!
©2011 DiLinda A. Hill "God have mercy!"